A test

3 weeks just gone like that since I resigned my job and became a sole proprietor. 2 confirmed deals, my ex-colleague offered me the first job after knowing I was coming out to work myself. The 2nd job was a luck, I met this Caucasian one day after meeting a client at the car park and I had a feeling that he was the boss of the newly opened office so I went to pass my name card to him and introduced myself. Surprisingly, he invited me to his office right after that and saying he’s looking for web designer too. What a coincident & luck?!

However, still this two orders ain’t enough to cover my monthly expenses. Therefore, I’m started to feel pressure and unsecured. Although I have prepared some reserves before I was coming however, if I’m not going to work harder the reservoir will dry one day too.

I was wishing someone is here to guide me through this path but it seems like I’m all alone so I have to figure out all by myself. Insecurity is not a nice feeling but it can make me wake up and start moving forward. I guess it’s a test for me, which I’ve chosen to take. :)